27 Books of New Testament
"A new command I give you: Love one another.
As I have loved you, so you must love one another."
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Check: 0 Yes 0 No or Maybe so?
And if you check maybe, I’ll court you like no other. I’ll show you the same respect I show my mother. I’ll make you laugh, make you smile. Tell you how I like you and that the challenge in the chase of having you is more than worthwhile. If you say yes, I’ll tell you how before you, part of my heart felt locked away and empty with no key to open me up to all the feelings I’ve been missing. We’d go on dates to the park, listen to music, dance, pop-lock just like old times back when I was true to you. I know I cheated on you with Mary Jane, thinking she could give me something you can’t, but I’m trying to come back to you. Live in holy matrimony. For better or for worse, for sicker or for poorer, because my worst with you is so much better than my best with Depressed. So if you can please love me again Take me back and I’ll never mistreat you. I just want to be, but I don’t want to be without you. I just want us to be one and the same. I just want to wake up and speak gladly. “I am happy."
The moment you stop chasing what you love, your fears have the chance to catch up to you. Don’t be afraid to live the life you love. I’m a writer. That’s what I do. It’s who I am. I love it. I may not always like to write, but I damn sure love writing. Life is about love. Love is about living. Fear is about death, but death should never be about fear, but instead also about living. Fear thrives in silence. Love flourishes in expression. Many life lessons come in the form of confessions. We come out of our mothers’ wombs crying the air of the world as we become acclimated to a new realm where we are no longer protected. It is a realm where we spend entire lifetimes searching for meaning while still matriculating to its ending. Along this journey, we find ourselves crying the air of a cruel world that we never completely adjust to. The harsh atmosphere of the earth never becomes less harsh to breathe from the womb to the tomb. In fact, the innocence of an infant protects it from the chronic pain of fear. The only things that matter to an infant are its basic survival needs along with the intangible need to be loved. As we grow from infant all the way to adult, however, those needs never change. What changes are our wants and what must be done and sacrificed to acquire those needs.
UTOPIA: What is your truth? MAAT + Jesus = Divine 9
1)Food 2)Water 3)Shelter 4)Love
A life that starts off as simple as, “Smile -> Cry -> Eat -> Be loved -> Go to sleep -> Repeat” becomes jaded with the scars from mistakes and painful memories. It gets so difficult sometimes that many try to return to a mother’s womb in which they can no longer fit. Some abandon it completely, and others provoke others to do it for them. The world is scary and nothing will go as planned. We start off so eager, trying to run so fast but eventually we are met by obstacles. Upon meeting these obstacles, it is as if we return back to infant form. Some choose to cry and remain there. Others may cry but still continue the journey back to adulthood. Never let fear dictate what you must do to acquire your needs. For many people these needs are basic survival needs. For others it is that elusive feeling to be loved that never leaves but instead begins to feel more distant as hearts become numb. Regardless of the need, be honest with yourself. Scream at yourself if you have to. Be open. Trust in yourself and allow yourself to trust the people who give themselves selflessly to you. Take chances. Big girls and big boys cry too, but sometimes it seems as if little boys and little girls don’t cry as long. When you fall never stay down for too long. Never let fear stomp you and stand on you while you cry lying on the ground. The weight of fear is self- inflicted and is lifted whenever you finally decide to stand. Finally, once you find yourself standing, walking, and then running strong again, don’t forget about the people who have fallen and long for help. Don’t ignore the people deprived of their basic needs---food, water, shelter and love. You may be just one obstacle away yourself and the one person you made smile during their tough time could shine their light on you so that you all can walk together again. Embrace your story. You can’t erase your past, but you can use it to live an inspirational life written in the form of compassionate actions. It takes a lot of strength to stand with the weight of the world on your shoulders. It takes courage to step into the darkness that consumes you and to speak after feeling your voice has been stripped from you; however, that strength and that courage coupled with your story give you power. Don’t run or hide from it. The cries of experience have more power than the silence of fear. Your tears could be what someone needs to feel clean again. If you decide to sit in silence in the dark, you may never know who else is sitting in the room with you. You have the power to be someone’s North Star. Shine accordingly. If not you, who? You are needed. You are valuable. Never forget that. Never.
I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.
See you. Be you. Do more.